Sunday, April 29, 2012

Recently.


I'BACK TO MY BLOG . FUCKING MOODY NOW
Do not know why the kind of feeling in the world without me, you can be happy
SO? I out away of your RANGE .  
I mean, maybe it's time
That I just start pretending that nothing ever happened
between us, after all it was so easy for you to. 


There was a time in my life when I thought of nothing that didn't fully influence or effect me personally. Now, that time is gone. I think of you. How are you? Are you safety ? Are you warm enough? Do you love me in return? Do you see how precious you are to the people around you? When I touch you, can you feel how much I cherish having you in my life and by my side? There was a time in my life when I thought of no one and nothing but myself - but then you walked through the door, and all of the sudden the world around me appeared.

You know I love you. My life would be so chaotic without you. I wouldn’t be able to accomplish half the things I need to without you by my side. Thank you for being my love.

If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder and hold you close to me and answer with a smile: "Like this!"


 “Start every day with a smile and get it over with.”
 I fake a smile. Sorry , I'll do better next time.


I'm suffering every single day. No matter how sad I am , how moody I am I can't express my feelings. Its kind of torturing when I feel like crying but all I can do was just smile. Only smile. Fake a smile to the world. That's crazy , yes it is. No choice , its my career. 




Always tell myself don't think so much , Always to tell myself " STOP MUN  ! STOP EVERYTHING NEED TO DO , STOP SMOKING ! STOP MISSING HIM ! But i can not do. 

AND ALWAYS TELL MYSELF :
Why ... why ... and why .... !

MS.J  

Saturday, April 28, 2012

ALOHA :D


ALOHA , Finally I Come Back To Write My Blog :) !
Long Time Din Have Upload ! I know I 2 Lazy Ritz ? xD 
Random Post Because I Promise A People Need  At One o'clock Sleep 
BUT NOW 1:24PM I Still Writing Blog ! OH MY GOD 

 
I will eventually have to decision :) ever and ever until End 
Dear Baby Jason , I know I used to really hurt you, I do not know how to supply you, I am very grateful to your company, take care, love, even more than friendship but less than a couple.
I was very grateful that you respect my determination of two years ago, our feelings are very good with each other, after 2year 2012 We be before feelings are more Good .

Not only you will have my way, I will.

Because you are a perfect man in my mind LIFE ,

 Father, I pray for #Jason Wong to his 6pack can quickly have and the SPM this year would give him the proceeds smoothly, the completion of each examination.
#Cambodian Donate Stared !WE TARGET IS GET RM10,000 . and Jesus Pray . AMEN 

Oh No ! I Forget to do My Bible ! =,=  We Got 4Group To video send to CAMBODIAN
 
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Wednesday, April 4, 2012

4/5


3月終於熬過了、
放下吧。曾經的事情、一一的放下了
這幾天沒有心情、在學校總算有微笑。
很謝謝4個人,林珈延Yumi chew  \ Winnie Cheng  \ kris Lim
他們總是陪伴我。

陳 HUB ;雖然我們距離遠了、我們1-2個星期才能見面1-2次
你為何走到那麼遠做功、14號我期待我們的約會。


恭喜我表弟、他戀愛了。
第一次的初戀既然是我姐妹、不錯 !

兄弟、曾經對吧?
我們回憶還漫多的對吧?
好想告訴你、我們認識1年了。

如今、我們少聯絡,少聊心事,大多數的話題都是她對吧?
我少理了;因為我在堅強。

最近的我、都好累好累 ! 放學了就做工去。
謝謝他kris Lim 、當我悶的時候他會無時無刻的立刻出現,別誤會
他不是我的誰、他是我初戀,我們認識5年 !
我曾經愛過他、恨過他、羞辱他 !
但是如今我們成為了好兄弟、知心的朋友。
他現在幸福的很 ! HAHAHA
他給我印象真的很多,從很乖邊去LALA如今的他讀會書了變乖巧了 :)

加油吧、葉家文曾經的你是多麽的堅強、現在的你是多麽的脆落。
有時候真的想放棄自己、因為當我崩潰的時候沒有人會知道。
心裏有多悶悶不樂、我都不會在我臉上表達我的不快樂。
保持笑容、我有多困難。
有時候多麽想睡下去一覺不醒來、就好好的給我休息。

最近頭真的好痛、我是不是有什麽病了。
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